I am on 6 hours of sleep rn, I haven't eaten anything all day, and the reason I haven't is because I didn't have any time in the morning and I took my add meds and a side effect is appetite suppressing or whatever (I may talk weird becausei literally can't think rn, I can't process anything my brain is fucking melted.) Anyways so after dealing with school and my German class with the excessive socializing and dealing with sitting next to a smelly kid. Im home, my brain is out the windows, I feel like a zombie. I get up to get ready to make cookies. My cookie dough bowl is on the counter with some Italian sausages on top. My dad accidentally left them out for 4 HOURS. Had to toss the meat, and then now im conflicted.ย My dad says to bake them anyways but I don't think that's smart, and i don't rly want to make a new batch but I might have to. The cookies were really good and im so upset that so much cookie dough may go to waste. And im so sad now, I was neutral all day but now im sad and im crying bc im hangry but im not hungry and im tired and I js want to cry. Im so upset. This is so annoying and upsetting. Im so out of it and now my yummy cookie dough is wasted. I want food and I want my cookie dough back. I want to sleep.