I'm in pain, i do not enjoy it at all :(. I'm in for media
I'm not used to this environment, i just came from a school built for autistic kids. It was small, under 20 students and it was so relaxing. This college is massive and strict and scary. Its so bad i started feeling sick and had to go home early bc my stomach was cramping so much and i was nauseous
Tomorrow (technically today) i go back in. I am always scared of someone hurting me because i bring my plushies with me in don't want to be made fun of like at my old old school. Yes ik could just not bring my plushies, but i feel way less safe without them for some reason. I'm too autistic 😿