Guys I need help, like I really can't anymore I'm really tired of my parents especially my mom I don't know if I still love her the same that I used to do because she's very manipulative and chances stories to her liking and she never apologized for the stuff she did to me ( it's bad Idk if I can mention it here) and I still have not recovered from past trauma ECT..
I also feel like I'm a bad person, because I swore to myself I'd change to be better but a week later I literally took my mechanical pencil my class and tried scratching my skin and trying to dig the pencil further in. What can I do to help with becoming a better person and healing??? TnT