I feel very lonely and touch starved lately. Family/friends and their hugs arnt helping, I'm Haveing a certain type on loneliness of just craveing a lover, like, I want romance, the innocent kind. The kind where there's song er both like, holding hands, cuddling on the couch watching horror movies, staying up late on video call laughing then falling asleep forgeting to hanging up. I need someone to spend the rest of my life with every day until death. I'm a hopeless romantic in a world where all people want is casual relationships, sex, or people being toxic. I don't wanna get into another abusive relationship again, but I'm also missurable being single. This is a feeling of loneliness that has no remedy. Lord help me.