I’ve been (kinda) a shut-in since eighth grade, so basically 3… almost 4 years now? I think? It’s been years since I’ve talked to anyone (in person) who isn’t family or family-related. I don’t even speak to anyone in my house that much since I sleep all day… and I don’t really talk to them at all in general, and they don’t bother to talk to me either (besides asking if I’m hungry). It’s been like that since I was 10 idk. For some reason when people talk to me, I just can’t speak. I also had no friends so that made me even worse at talking. My only IRL friend is my sibling, and I’m even starting to feel less close to my closest online friends. I’ll only go out maybe 3-5 times a year. I think?? The longest I’ve stayed inside was around 105 days and recently 88 days which ended a few days ago when I had to visit my mom. I don’t know if it’s really that much but
I do wish I experienced normal things teenagers do: prom, homecoming, simply just going out with friends. But I’m mostly content like this Is anyone else dealing with this.. Am I cooked?? Do I lowkey just suck it up and get a job to help me socialize… Considering that
