By sometime in January next year i will be moving TWO STATES AWAY FROM MY HOME!!!! It's really sad for me and I've known about this possibility for a year. What I need help with, is how to move on from the community. I will keep in touch with my friends and family their OFC but IG I've lived there my whole life, things were just starting to make sense and i had finished building a foundation and now its falling apart, my friends won't be able to always be here for me and I want to know what I can do for me.
The new school I am going to starts in grade 10 and goes to 12, this means I start with everyone else at the same time BUT they all get 4 WEEKS of orientation to meet beforehand and I just get dropped in next year so IDK how to "fit in" I'm also scared about my identity because where I live I can just express myself freely and I feel safe walking around on my own but there I have no idea and IDK if it will be as safe, like I am a woman and in my community I feel completely safe walking around my neighbourhood on my own! This shouldn't have to feel like a big thing but considering the world right now, it kinda is. I'm also worried about my style, fashion and interests, at my school my friend group is the "would be weird kids" because we would be bullied more in other schools but there are so many of us that in a way we are popular???
My point is IDK anymore and I'm scared, I just got familiar with my life and now its being torn away from me so any advice would be very much appreciated and would really help me.
Thank you <3