gorecorpse

My interests are a little more refined than the usual trash. Think psychological warfare with better aesthetics. I get bored easily, so I collect subcultures like trophies—Vkei, Emo, Gyaru, Scene, Poppare. Depends on the mood. Being one thing forever sounds painfully boring.

Music is the only thing I let scream at me. My playlists are a carefully curated mix of beautiful disasters and high-fashion nihilism. If it doesn’t sound like a glamorous breakdown, I skip it. Consider it the soundtrack of me moving on without you.

My watchlist is basically a graveyard of cult classics and things that would give a suburban mom a heart attack. I’m into anything visually stunning and morally bankrupt. Right now I’m rotating through The Neon Demon, Cruel Intentions, and pretty much anything Gregg Araki has ever touched. If it’s not beautifully shot and a little depraved, I’m not interested.  Happy endings are boring anyway. I prefer the ones where the villain wins and looks good doing it. Why settle for a hero when you can be a legend?

Obviously, Gossip Girl is the only thing that actually understands the social hierarchy—it’s basically my autobiography. When I’m feeling a bit more nihilistic, I’ll throw on Skins just to watch people spiral in the most aesthetic way possible. As for anime, I only touch the stuff that feels like a fever dream or a heartbreak. I’m currently binging Loveless and Angel Beats!. Yes I do watch anime and I don't fucking care about what you have to say. Anything else is just white noise for the masses. If the lead character is too busy being 'nice' to actually win, I'm changing the channel. I don't care about your redemption arc; I just want to see who gets ruined in the finale. Keep the remote. I already know how this ends for you.

Books are boring, unless they’re teaching me something dangerous or helping me ruin someone’s life. I don't have the patience for 'literature' unless it’s about high-society scandals, psychological manipulation, or aesthetics that are actually worth my time. I'm into anything that feels like a manual for a beautiful disaster, because if you aren't obsessed with your own image and a little bit of murder, are you even living? I also keep a collection of dark poetry and obscure fashion archives that cost more than your rent. If a book doesn't have a plot that would make a sociopath blush, it's just a waste of paper to me. If the ending is happy, it’s a fairy tale for idiots.

Heroes? Please. I don’t believe in them. But if I had to pick one, it’d be Georgina Sparks—mostly because we operate on the same level. Honestly, the difference is debatable.  I don’t look up to people. I look at them and decide whether they’re assets or obstacles. If you’re searching for a role model, go find a Serena van der Woodsen to idolize.  I’m busy being the person your mother warned you about—the one you’ll never quite forget. XOXO.

People.