theselenetohishelios

fuck general. fuck collective consensus too. I place little stock in broad generalizations, the fact that a view is widely held doesn't make it compelling.

let's get to know each others interests in convo

music that sounds like desire that's too exhausted to perform confidence. Sliding into notes instead of landing cleanly on them, letting consonants blur together, using a breathy, slightly constricted voice. intimate music with a wince of yearning, that you passionately lip sync with a stank face and a bit of delirious glazed over eyes. the meaning of words discarded but the physical texture of a voice itself remaining. The little catches, breaths, strains, and imperfections become emotional information. Pulsing synths, dark basslines, spacious reverb, sexy rhythm, melodies that feel simultaneously euphoric and exhausted. 

Wanting something intensely while suspecting it won't save you. intimacy and distance, warmth and numbness, desire and vacancy. 

adventure time, ghost stories, the walking dead, etc

• here at dawn; poetry and prose - beau taplin
• The Black Swan - Nassim Nicholas Taleb
• The Status Game: On Human Life and How to Play It - Will Storr
• Four Thousand Weeks: Time Management for Mortals - Oliver Burkeman
• Algorithms to Live By - Brian Christian, Thomas L. Griffiths, and Tom Griffiths
• Hegel's Phenomenology

• Spinoza's Ethics

• Deleuze's Difference and Repetition

• Bataille

• De Landa's New Philosophy of Society

• The Knowledge: How to Rebuild Civilization in the Aftermath of a Cataclysm - Lewis Dartnell

• Connections - James Burke

• The Way Things Work - David Macaula

• Galen, Vesalius, da Vinci's notebooks

• The Feynman Lectures

• Ball, Philip - "Universe of Things"
  

shi whoever can get us out of poverty

genshin impact, honkai star rail, wuthering waves
want to play: dead by daylight, loftia, tiny glade, don't starve together, guilty gear, Darkwood