Telex

-Coding(as in learning)
-Tinkering with whatever I find
-'fringe' theories and philosophy
-complex multi-hour conversations about life, illness, the depressing, humanity, aesthetics, etc
-sitting in melancholic nostalgia

Miyazaki (Pre-Ghibli) & MonkeyPunch (Original Creator)
Lupin III: The Castle of Cagliostro (1979)

Stanley Kubrick
Eyes Wide Shut 
Full Metal Jacket
The Shining

Serial Experiments Lain
Monster (Anime)
Lupin the Third
Soul Eater

R.D. Laing
-The Divided Self: An Existential Study in Sanity and Madness
-Do You Love Me? An Entertainment in Conversation and Verse

Dr. John Lilly
-Programming and Metaprogramming in the Human Biocomputer
-The Center of the Cyclone: an autobiography of inner space
-Simulations of God: The Science of Belief

Albert Camus
-The Myth of Sisyphus
-The Plague
-The Stranger

Cormac McCarthy
-Blood Meridian

Friedrich Nietzsche
-On the Genealogy of Morality

Naoki Urasawa
-20th Century Boys (Manga)
-Monster (Manga)

N/A

Vrchat, Yume Nikki, Wonderful Everyday Down the Rabbithole, Katawa Shoujo, FNV, Hitman series, PuppetCombo's games. (Not into games anymore)