ins0mnia.gw

i'm someone who thinks a lot about myself and my relationships with other people. i can't always be comfortable with them,i don't know how to control certain things i say very well when i direct my thoughts, ideas, jokes or comments that come to mind and end up saying them without thinking so don't feel uncomfortable apologizing or saying what you think in front of me either.
i really enjoy making friends, even though i have a lot of difficulty communicating with people,a feeling of shyness and embarrassment suddenly creeps in. i'm always keeping an eye on posts and social media, waiting for the courage to start a conversation,even though it might not seem like it to some i might have some strange behaviors, both in public and online ((i still can't quite confirm this in my head)), my way of walking, running, talking, dressing and thinking is different but everyone has their own way,i don't mind, even if some idiotic comments hurt sometimes.
at the same time, i don't think i'm someone as knowledgeable and full of interesting interests as others but i would really like to advance to this stage and expand on who i want to be, i don't want to be a nuisance to some, a bad friend to others and a deplorable person to the rest. ultimately, this is just a comment expressing my thoughts that i'd like you to know about in case you have any issues with this.

nirvana, korn, whatsaheart, MEJIBRAY, KMFDM, melanie martinez, mitski, IC3PEAK, dj trippie flameboy, alex g, marília mendonça, 5mewmet, sematary

music that i don't listen very often but i like: ado, baby metal, deftones, asteria, nigthcore reality, calcinha preta, rogério skylab, life lover, system of a down,  jack stauber's micropop

i don't usually watch series/movies wow i'm a loser and useless uhgggh

evangelion, bungo stray dogs, bungo stray dogs WAN, hellsing, the apothecary diaries, the promised neverland, devilman crybaby, berserk, bayonetta:bloody fate, school days, DAKAICHI, doukyuusei, soul eater, naruto shippuden, sakura cardcaptor, madoka magic, yarichin b club, given, death note, assassination classroom, kuroko's basketboll, black butler, moriarty the patriot, the case study of vanitas, SK8 the infinity, NANA, yuri on ice, blue lock, howl's castle, ponyo, sailor moon, firefly riot, kakegurui, owari no seraph, yu-gi-ho, myself; yourself, vampire knight, kamisama hajimemashita, mononoke, official blessing heaven, MADK, the master diabolism, terror in resonance, brothers conflict, glass code, hetalia, twisted wonderland, romantic junjou, sekaiichi hatsukoi and stuff idk

i really like dostoevsky's works, i admire him and i like manhwa, especially bl