cas !! ♡ raiden's angel

>> super important info !!!!!

the characters castiel , edward nygma , oswald cobblepot , and will graham are so incredibly important to me , they help me so much , and i relate to them heavily , they're my favourites of all time , they are me and i am them ... waahhh i love them so much ....

>> names

you can call me castiel , edward , oswald , the riddler , or the penguin . i very much would like it if you used edward most of the time though, but any of them are okay with me . the nicknames being cas/cass , feathers , angel , ed , eddie/eddy , oz/os , ozzie/ozzy/ossie/ossie ... the names are taken from the characters [castiel - supernatural , edward nygma , oswald cobblepot - dc/gotham] feel free to make your own nicknames for me though , or if you have nicknames for the characters you may also call me them . , these characters are very dear to me , they are so incredibly important to me and my personality ...

>> names2

i do tend to go by other names aswell depending on my mood/episode. the ones i mostly use [and the ones you may use for me even when i feel normal] are cassiel , will , lucifer , doughael , annie , starlight , misty , firecracker , john , homelander , jinx , the nicknames are lu , luci/lucy , an , star , homie . again these are taken from the characters [with the exception being cassiel] [will graham - hannibal , lucifer - dc,hazbin,lucifer,supernatural , doughael - cookie run kingdom , annie , misty , john - the boys , jinx - arcane] you may again make nicknames if you would like , or if you have nicknames for the characters you may use them on me . just do not call me doug , [shortened from doughael] , many thanks.

>> pronouns

for my pronouns , you may use he , they . i do also use neopronouns , those being , it , angel , puzzle , hy/hymn , i/me/myself , pup/puppy . feel free to just default to he or they , i do not mind it . i was born a female , but i am trans . i am a tad bit confused on what i am though . i am pretty sure i am a trans man, but sometimes i feel more nonbinary , i would prefer it if you used masculine and gender neutral terms for me [except bro, please do not call me bro.] please do not use feminine terms on me , or feminine pronouns ,

>> identity

i am nomifluid and pronounfluid . which means my name and pronouns change , [similar to genderfluid , but just names and pronouns instead.] these tend to change with my fixations , or i might go by a different name/pronouns during my episodes you can always default to my main names and pronouns , it would not bother me at all. i am panromantic , asexual , and on the aromantic spectrum.

>> other info

i am a minor , i am 16 years old . my birthday is on the 18th of june , which is the same day as alex hirsch's birthday ! how exciting , i am from the uk , more specifically england , my time is gmt / bst , i speak english and i am learning german . i have angel fangs :3 (if you friend me half my bulletins will be about them as I JUST got them a few days ago ........ it hurt)

>> episodes

i do not know much about them , it is very confusing to me after a lot of research i suspect it may be osdd or something of the sort ? when i get triggered , feel very upset / anxious , or if something bad happens i tend to not feel like myself i tend to feel like another person , my personality , opinions , thoughts , everything changes . i mostly feel like fictional characters , though there is one i feel like that is not based on any fictional character , the characters i tend to feel like the most are , - will graham , homelander , doughael , columbina ... theres more , but if i dont feel like a character for more than a few times i see no reason to log it . please iwec when i feel like homelander , and please do not try and trigger me when i feel like him. do not try and trigger me to feel different just because you like a character . i tend to act different , a lot of the time my personality matches theirs , or is different from how i normally act . when i do feel different i tend to mask as myself , and i just never mention feeling different , you may never know unless i decide to tell you ,,, or feel free to ask who i feel like ! ill probably tell you if you ask click the names to learn more about them ,[this is a wip i havent described them yet]

>> important stuff,

it is heavily suspected i have autism , though i am not diagnosed . professionals have told me it seems like i have it and i am trying to get tested , i can have extremely bad anxiety , it affects how i talk to people and how i post . most socials i do not post at all because of my anxiety , i am trying to get over it though as i would like to post on tiktok and tumblr , please do not talk to me about , cancer , the death of a loved one , sexual stuff , my ex , [you can of course make bulletins with those topics , just talking about them to me is not good .... unless i bring it up] i have extremely bad paranoia , it is even worse at night , i tend to see things and feel like i am constantly being watched , when i am paranoid please do not be dismissive , confrontational , or validate my thoughts . all of my issues tend to get worse at night , so apologies for any bulletins i may post when i am not feeling too good , i may also struggle replying to your comment and/or message , please be patient with me ,

>> yumeshipping

i am a yumeshipper , i have quite a few f/o's i am hypersharing , sharing , selective sharing , mirror sharing , mood sharing , and non sharing , i have romantic , platonic , and familiar yumes . for the f/o's i am non sharing with , doubles may still interact . but please just interact with caution , i am trying to get over being non sharing as it makes me worse ... my f/o's are in my interests , it states my sharing status , and what they are to me .

>> activity

i am active on this website everyday , i post atleast a few bulletins everyday unless i am feeling terrible . i will either post my thoughts , if i got something , goodmorning/goodnight , vents , or lyric posts ! i do put trigger warnings on those that need it . i really like to interact through bulletins and i love to comment on others , it is my preferred way of talking to people before we become friends and message . i am fine with being messaged , i just may not message first a lot ... but if you would prefer me to do it , communicate that and i will try . you will know wether or not i am in the mood to talk by my status , dni - do not interact , dniuc - only the people in my top friends list can interact , iwec - interact with extreme care/caution , iwc - interact with care , dniud - do not interact unless i do , dniuL - only lia can interact ,, the percentage is my social battery . these only apply for ims ! you may still interact with my comments and/or bulletins no matter what my status is ,

>> tone

i very much appreciate tone tags , i tend to misunderstand tone and messages very easily , i would prefer the tone tags to be translated as i can never figure them out and google never tells me ... examples would be , /joking instead of /j , /serious instead of /srs , /genuine instead of /gen . if i do not understand what you mean i will ask you , i would appreciate it if you explain , i tend to misunderstand jokes aswell , or not get them , or take them seriously , i may ask you to explain them , i know some people believe that the joke is no longer funny if it gets explained , but i will still laugh/find it funny if you explain it so no need to worry .

>> memory

i have a terrible memory , often forgetting what even happend the day before ... it is hard for me to remember a lot of information , if there is information you would like me to remember , please tell me and i will write it down , i will ask for permission to make a note and write down things about you i deem important to remember , you can decide whether or not you would like me to do it . because of this memory i tend to repeat myself or tell the same story multiple times , or i will ask you if i have told you something before or not , please do not get annoyed ... oh and i tend to forget who i send friend requests too , if i send you multiple friend requests that youve declined i truly didnt mean any harm , feel free to just block me ! and theres a high chance if we stop being friends i might friend request you again , feel free to just decline or block me ,,, im truly sorry about my horrible memory .......

>> typing quirks

i use multiple typing quirks they also change depending on who i feel like . my main one i use is spacing my punctuation away from my letters , i also do not like using capital letters , for my other ones , i tend to double all punctuation , put '//' infront of messages , put '>>' infront of messages , put '„“' around messages , use wayy more full stops and commas in a row , and when i feel like doughael i tend to refer to myself using plural pronouns , because i mimic the way they speak . i tend to add s after certain words , examples i am tired . i am tired ,, // i am tired >> i am tired „ i am tired “ i am tired ........ / i am tired ,,,,,,, we are tired i have some stuffs , is that okays ?

this profile is a huge wip its missing so many of my interests 3