kawaiimahito

music boxes, linguistics, (bitter) tea, ceramics, 2010s old web, lily of the valley, desaturated colors, old houses, dark alleyways, rain, blankets, late-night drives, vegetation, vivariums, miniature structures/models, listening to music, drawing, reading, writing, drafting documents, candles, calligraphy, all kinds of stationery especially fountain pens, (body) horror, eroguro, (fictional) gore, cute and creepy stuff, eb garamond font, overcast weather, bugs (especially spiders), nyan cat, mountains and forests.

plastic tree, 空夜coo:ya, tokenainamae, slipknot, ic3peak, senketsuakochan, my dead girlfriend, ave mujica, babymetal, slayyyter, ayesha erotica, kikuohana, maretu, yikii, itimatusuzuka, yuyoyuppe, yousei teikoku, arai tasuku, miyashita yuu, phantom siita, of montreal, mindless self indulgence, deftones, lady gaga, and one, kmfdm.

i tend to gravitate towards ambient, shoegaze, visual kei, digital hardcore, dream pop, and heavy metal... whatever that sounds good! and possibly really loud!

all quiet on the western front (2022), howl's moving castle (2004), better days (2019), tale of tales (1979), chainsaw man: the movie – reze arc (2025), pearl (2022), belladonna of sadness (1973), spirited away (2001), perfect blue (1997).

jujutsu kaisen, teletubbies, my little pony, (naoki urasawa’s) monster, death note, happy tree friends, alice in borderland, breaking bad, hunter x hunter, and literally any animal documentary.

i also watch a bit of analog and digital horror… my favorites are fake documentary “q”, the greylock tapes, and ted’s caving journal.

the life of a stupid man - akutagawa ryuunosuke. i mainly read dazai osamu… and… fanfiction… truly the duality of man.

aye-aye lemurs (Daubentonia madagascariensis), ring-tailed lemurs (Lemur catta), togo starburst tarantulas (Heteroscodra maculata).

doki doki literature club, undertale, silent hill f, bang dream! girls band party!, late night tv: rerun, fnaf (2, 4), genshin impact, minecraft, needy girl overdose/needy streamer overload, solitaire.