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General	i like anthropology, music, and doing fuck all. i went to college for a degree in anthropology & minored in religious studies. spiritually i align with hindu philosophy but i would not consider myself hindu, just spiritual. i like to cook & i make art, i'm too shy to upload anything publicly art wise, though. i spend my days smoking weed and collecting star wars figurines and vinyl records
Music	the fall, silver jews, frank zappa, the beatles, iggy pop, david bowie, lou reed, the velvet underground, blur, sonic youth, pulp, and more. i mostly listen to folk, rock, punk, & britpop
Movies	trainspotting, the big lebowski, fritz the cat, sorry to bother you, i love boosters, star wars (originals & prequels), i don't really watch many movies but i like dark & absurdist comedy
Television	dunno. i like brba, bcs, clone wars, bojack horseman, and a bunch of adult swim shows. don't watch many shows, really
Books	trainspotting/mark renton series, philosophy and religious texts
Heroes	david berman
Games	disco elysium, elder scrolls, fallout, tf2, half life, postal, tropico (and any city building game honestly)

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About me:

i'm mark, i'm a dude. i'm a massive stoner and music nerd. i like books too. uhhh what do i put here

Junk Dilemmas No. 63

Ah'm just lettin it wash all over me, or wash through me...clean me oot fae the inside.

This internal sea. The problem is that this beautiful ocean carries with it loads ay poisonous flotsam and jetsam...that poison is diluted by the sea, but once the ocean rolls out, it leaves the shite behind, inside ma body. It takes as well as gives, it washes away ma endorphins, ma pain resistance centres; they take a long time tae come back.

The wallpaper is horrific in this shite-pit ay a room. It terrorises me. because that's what ah am, a coffin-dodger, and ma reflexes are not getting any better...but it's all here, all within ma sweaty grasp. Syringe, needle, spoon, candle, lighter, packet ay powder. It's all okay, it's all beautiful; but ah fear that this internal sea is gaunnae subside soon, leaving this poisonous shite washed up, stranded in ma body.

Ah start tae cook up another shot. As ah shakily haud the spoon ower the candle, waitin for the junk tae dissolve, ah think; more short-term sea, more long-term poison. This thought though, is naewhere near sufficient tae stop us fae daein what ah huv tae dae.