another songgg

Well, this video is so weird, i love and i hate this but it's ok,
i could be a freak in peace, idk.

ofc, the lyrics on my song;

With my clumsy hands, I wrote you a letter
that says I miss you so much,
but you don't want to hear from me.

How will I manage to forget you if you’re still on my mind?
And getting you out isn't an option.
You make everything turn gray.

I tore out my heart and, with my final breath, I gave it to you.
What for?
If you break everything you touch, and I was no exception.
Was it because of you, or because I was an idiot?