1 sided luv

i js needed 2 throw this out into the void honestly... but yeah anyways, im in luv w my friend, n that alone isnt a problem. the problem w me being in luv w him is that he doesnt like me back, in fact, it seems like he'll go after any1 BUT me... at this point i've spent hours listening 2 him rant abt other guys n how he wants to be w them, n how good looking they r, n stuff N THEYRE ALL LIKE STRAIGHT OR DATING... but like he will still joke sometimes abt making out w me n being my bf then say like "oh I was jk I would never do smth like that 2u, ur like one of my bsfs" n then sometimes we like give each other a lil kiss on the lips yk? so its like confusing bc he will kiss me n then proceed 2 talk abt some guy he wants 2 hook up w... like BRUH!!! n like the other day i slept at his house n i was going 2 try n make my move right... as 1 does... n he spent 5 hours talking abt a guy... i was getting so mad i js went 2 sleep...