2 years ago...

Uhhhhhh, sooo i have a crush and its complicated.

You see my crush likes me back its like been 2-3 years or smth, how did this started? So i was just chilling in class and i didn't have my specs(i got specs later) i view right and i saw someone who looks like my friend so i smiled but did i NOT knew it was some random guy, and that guy  was like "w-what? A-a girl s-smiling at me??" So he begin crushing  on me, mind you i didnt know that guy until june or july(that happened in april btw) i noticed him and before i knew i had MAD crush on him, so in that time my parents bought me a diary so i begin writing about life, him, and sm ppl i hate but with a pen that needs UV light to read the ink.

In September i showed my friends my diary, i didnt show em the UV pen part of course, but me and him had eye contacts and nobody but him and me knew..

Well 5th me was secretive with my secrets i have a bsf from like 4 years!(from 1st grade) i trusted her and told her about i had a crush on a guy on November 10 (i also told my another bsf who i had met on starting of 5th grade) and then like in december or smth i showed my bsf ( my bsf from 1st grade ughh lets call her jam and another girl who her friend bells who was my crush's benchmate)my diary along with her friend, and bells asked" i can tell him!"( even though she wasnt the type of that girl. Before i cound stop her i saw her asking and he was a total tsudere "w-what? I-i hate h-her its n-not i like her or smth!" Bells came to me and said he said no, i acted chill and looked at him again , he blushed like natsuki would

Later jam the girl i trusted had broken my promise and showed the all the girls of the class my diary, including the girl who founds whos crush and tell their crush about them having a crush, she saw only 3 words ONLY 3 WORDS( l love his name blah blah) and went straight toward him and told him. That giy was js chilling w/ his friends and before i knew, he had a crush on me before and was crushing for 8 months and he liked me back, i  was  speechless, AND THE WHOLE CLASS KNEW THAT WE LIKED EACHOTHER BACK

By end of 5th grade, EVERY SINGLE CHILD WHO WAS IN 5TH GRADE KNEW. It was a total trouble for me and him because, cuz ppl teased us to death, and yeah he still likes me and im in 7th grade(im 13 lol)