A Losers Thought in Personally Having So Many Fixations and Very Little Memory To Remember Anything.

Since those fall out lads have such long ass titles, I thought to myself, why not? 

Anyway, that's not what I'm really tryna talk about. Lately, ever since hopping on here frequently than my bio says; ('semi active' my ass), I've been surfing through and reading everyone's interests, which some are pretty fricking relatable cause me too, but then again when I really re-think what the hell I like about said interest I find myself to have, I'd come up with absolutely nothing. 

I can't lie, I have seen and sat through a bunch of phases and fandoms in my like....13 years of life (excluding baby years, duh but idk how much the tally to that too) and have talked about some with some kind of passion, but now, when something I like is mentioned, I say that I love it and have passion for it bla bla bla! but when a direct question is asked like; 'whats your favourite ____ in the ___?' or something like that, y'know? I would just come out stuck. Stuck as hell! 

Thinking back on it, it makes me feel like I only recognise my favourite things/interest on a surface level and it's somewhat sooo damn suffocating. It's sickening to like something so much in which you can't even freaking consume it anymore cause it makes you sick. Big fat bummer for me then! :// 

Idrk which category to place ts but uhhh its technically a rant, rite? fuck if I know.