a story about my life so far :D

(go like my poem please :) tryna be one of the most given kudo poems!)

SO! the day was oct 14, 2026.

it was fairly cold outside, so I wore some baggy jeans and a ptv tee :D

I walked into school absolutely LOVING my outfit (cause I was so swaggy duh), when I spot my friends!!!

I go over to them, and in the middle of the group is an ex crush (lets call him Liam because I like the name liam)

so liam is in the middle with a girl. I go over to my friends, and before I can even greet them, Liam and the girl kiss!

then they sprung apart while everyone was busting on them and shouting.

I... I was quiet. I mean.. I was happy he found love but, god why not me?

I mean I thought things were well between us. he said he LOVED the way I dressed, aswell as loving my hair and its color. i would always hint that I liked him, but I guess it never got through.

anyways, skip to my 2nd period class, human geography. we get to sit anywhere! (no assigned seats !!!).

for some odd reason, Liam sits with me. 

he looks over my shoulder at what I'm watching, and he even pulls up the same website as me (Neal.fun)

now I'm shaking, because even though I saw the kiss, I still wanted him in the worst way. so I laughed along and everything.

then he did the worst thing he could possibly have done.

he called me pretty.

he said I was "weirdly pretty"

and then, to top it off, he said

"but my gf is prettier"

oh. so shes ur gf? also EXCUSE ME WHAT

so I started at him.

I said "thanks for calling me pretty but your funky"

he asked how?

I said "how are you gonna call another girl pretty"

and he (and his 3 braincells)

said "oh but I insulted you so it dosent matter hahaha"

so I just smiled weakly and went the rest of the class having to choke on his over powering cologne while trying not to bawl.

then come LUNCH TIME (finally!)

i tell a friend everything! it felt so good to finally get that off my chest, but then my friend says

"oh I'm telling his gf!!"

so we get into a little argument about how she shouldn't tell him, but in the end I lose and she jumps up to tell her.

I didn't talk to the friend for the rest of lunch because, well, I was too embarrassed.

SO COME THEATRE (after school club), my escape, I see Liam there. with the friend!

he looks kinda annoyed so I go up to them and kinda stand there akwardly.

he says "why did u tell everybody that I liked you"

and I said "what! no I didnt!"

and my supposed friend told him that I said he called me pretty, and he said "oh same thing"

so he was angry with me cause his gf was angry at HIM.

so I apologized and said "you shouldn't have said it in the first place!"

and he says "your fucking ugly anyway jackass"

so the jackass part was funny, but it hurt. I just said "ok" and walked away.

my "friend" tried to talk to me and say it was the right thing but GOD FUCKING DAMNIT

I hate her so much why couldn't she just keep her mouth shut?

on a happier note this kinda went away.

Liam dosent talk to me much but he still does.

his gf talks to me in a normal way, and smiles at me when I say hi

but I would wish this just didn't happen!

okay the end! hope u enjoyed reading!