aaaaaaaa so bored

i need to talk to people more i keep forgetting to open my computer and actually be on here. but like at the same time i get scared to talk to people sob... Ive been drawing so much im gonna get burnt out and i suck at every game i own augsihveihbwei... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa also like i start eighth grade soon and like im so scared like the teachers are so intimidating my brother told me theyre chill but im still scared i miss the seventh grade teachers. but like i also wanna be on my glow up arc or whatever its called. i wanna get better at makeup and actually do my hair and stuff for school and not look like a homeless person. I MISS MY FRIENDSSS AUGSHGASBHHH but i get to go back to school shopping and im excited because i have a shopping addiction. 

also random but i share a room with my mom and shes like never home cuz she works but her side is soooooooooooooooooooooo messy and it pisses me off isdebfiwbeiwhbionb CLEAN IT OR LET ME DO IT IT NEEDS TO BE GONE I NEED THIS ROOM TO BE CLEAN i will do it or free. i need my own room sigh. I'LL HAVE A ROOM IN THE BASEMENT I DO NOT CARE I NEED MY OWN SPACE