"All Life is Struggle"

~ Herbert Gerdes, 1937

hi guys!!!!

im really starting to believe this...

everything seems to be so hard nowadays, i cant keep friends or partners and im isolated. even if i clung to a leg i would get shaken off eventually. it really does seem like everything around me is conspiring to make it as hard as possible for me to be happy. is that a bad outlook?

well ya :p but i don't really care to be honest. after youre waiting for a court date for the second time in two years you'll understand haha. at least i didn't do anything though. police wrongfully went through my room and devices lol. my parents wanted to send me to a homeless shelter but thats ok ig. still not allowing me to re-enroll in public school or leave the house :<

on the bright side i went to ikea and got a BLAHAJ!!!! i love him he makes me so happy :D maybe its not so bad