Am i chopped and or doomed for life

I hate being diabetic, all I do is wake up at five to drink an apple juice and then all my classmates think I'm stupid bc I said the capital of the country Texas is Dallas. And guys keep asking for my number ame talking to me so idk if it's just a joke or not. Also idk if I'm chopped, my friend unironicly called me a beautiful Latina. So like what if everyone is lying to me and secretly hates me?? It's like 1 am rn so I might just be crazy.  Is this what's its like to be 14?? Also like highkey is it ever too late to figure out if your gay or not. Also who am I talking to 😭😭 if anyone is reading this response with atleast something idk, like and subscribe ig. I rly don't want to be ugly, all my friends say I'm beautiful and they're jealous but I've always been the ugly kid when I was little so idk. Other than that my life has been rly good. Also this guy who Ives been talking to called me sweet when i said I wasn't sure if anyone liked me. Uhh that's 8t like and subscribe everyone.  How is yalls day going