Am I going to be average?

              I went to church today and saw a boy that was nominated for student of the year. So was I when I was in elementary school. He has it planned out so much better than I did and it's making me feel like I haven't been doing all that I can to have an extraordinary life and be a better person. He's giving back to the community and volunteering. I did that a little but I feel like I could be helping out more than I am. His grades are like 10x better than mine were and I was and am a straight A student. All of the little kids I have see are doing so much better than I did. I shouldn't  be jealous of 10 year olds but it makes me regret not doing more while I could. My cousins are extraordinary. Take my cousin K, he is on like 10 sports teams, has a 4.0 average, gives back to his community and has a ton of friends. my  other cousin is a great basketball player and has her own business. It make me feel like I will end being average with a 9-5. I want more for my life than that. I want to be known and to help others while being comfortable and able to treat myself. Give me some ideas on how to  be a better person because honestly I only have like 4 years to figure this out. You may be saying,"You have your whole life ahead of you. You're only a teen."Time passes by faster than you think. If you read this, thanks for listening to my rant.

                                                                                                    Adios hermanos,

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