Am I the problem or am I just lost or idk what can I or should I even do...

I don't know if this is good or bad. I'm living in some bad times (not like seriously bad but...) and I did bad on my recent class test. 

When I tell my classmates that I still can't understand the topics on Physics (solid state, electrostatics, magnetism), they just tell me to memorize it whole. 

I hate weekends staying at home with my family and there is nothing interesting around my neighborhood. I'm not allowed to go far from my university and my neighborhood due to current muggings and issues happening around the streets.

I always keep playing video games because I never got to play the ones I always wanted to on our old computer. For this "AI" era, my current one (which was upgraded to 2013 hardware e.g 4th gen processor and 1 slot ram with HDD and no GPU), still faces issues often but I can skip them.

I won't write more, not everyone prefers reading long blogs.

cyberninjanj out.