So about an hour ago i finally told my mom that someone in our family did something really bad to me as a child, and the world didnt end
the world was flipped upside down though and i dont think i can put it back now that ive flipped it. sorry
I didnt cry like i thought i would, i just feel kinda numb but ive spent so long trying to rationalize and explain these memories to myself that i've probably desensitized myself to it
it kinda doesnt feel real that i finally said it and she believed me but its out there now...
i made coffee and now i guess im just gonna carry on the day as normal, what else is there to do ?
life is strange
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mariasamaaaaaa
this feeling of strangeness actually happens to me too, especially after an emotional crisis. so it's pretty normal to feel this way <3