anemia sucks major ass

it drives me crazy how every time i want to write i physically can’t due to anemia. i may seem like a wuss— a little whiny wuss— but being dizzy almost 24/7 hurts. a ton. it hurts even more knowing that your time is either occupied by work or school; these assignments won’t get themselves finished, and my shifts need to be completed. working 39 hours per week in total while attending 2 days of university will leave you with no time on your hands. the stress and lack of rest has been so bad that my anemia decided to say, “nope! i’m going to make you dizzy and hurt until you lie down.” ugh.