Another stupid thing about my life

I feel like I'm just standing there while life passes by, it bothers me so much, I'm just letting things happen to me instead of actually DOING anything. I do try to make the feeling go away, like by going out of the house, playing games, watching shows, yea yea whatever, but it just doesn't help, it does in the moment, I guess, but when it's over, I'm just back to feeling uhm, empty I guess??

I feel like I'm just wasting my life away, I'm not exactly unhappy with my life, but I don't really feel happy either, I'm just here, waiting for SOMETHING interesting to happen.

I have no IRL friends, nowhere to go, nothing to do that I haven't done already. It's truly pathetic, and I feel like that's all my life will ever be.

Anyway, uhmm my dad is working on getting me into school!! so, uh that's nice, maybe that'll fix my stupid little problem.

Alright I think that's all I have to say for today, bye! ^_^