Another vent how original

Small vent cus we're in the airport rn in-between flights.

Our ex is doing better. Why is he doing better? We've wished so much harm, thought so much about just finding him and harming him in some way to get revenge for the abuse he inflicted on us, abuse that he still refuses to acknowledge.

But now he's doing better than ever, and we're miserable, ugly, fat and alone. I don't want to sound like a petulant child here but it isn't fair. It isn't. He abused us and gets a fucking basket of cookies for it, and what do we get? Everything's worse than how it was. 

Hell, he's even allegedly got a new boyfriend, two months after breaking up with us?? He's not even that attractive, we literally saw a picture of him we forgot to delete and had to recoil in disgust, I know we're not AT ALL good looking but at least we aren't inflating our ego to cope and a fucking abuser. 

EVERYONE in this system hopes he gets the worst life can offer, we hope every bearable aspect of his life is stripped from him, we want him to suffer.

And yet he sits upon his moral high horse having the best life whilst we get the scraps. And the worst part is, everyone defends him because he's "healing🥺🥺" as if that erases an INCH of the abuse inflicted upon us. Whilst also wishing to talk to us then turning around and saying "noo, I hope they stay away from me, I don't deserve to talk to them🥺🥺" GODUHHH if you want to confront us so much then do it to our face, or are you scared of us ACTUALLY acting on what we say we want to to unlike your coward fake ass. 

We want a boyfriend, we want happiness, we want to have opportunities, we want the life we never had. 

If you're friends or would be friends with someone who's owned up to abuse, block me, because abusers always abuse someone else, no matter how "healed" they say they are. 

(Ps. If by some mad attempt at contacting us, you're reading this, ex, fuck off, we're allowed to vent, especially with how bad you fucked us over. Plus, I, Rhe'a am an anger holder, it's my job to be angry at people like you because you're the reason I bloody exist.) 

-Rhe'a