June 13,2026 (Saturday)
Fuck. I don’t really know how to start this but let’s just say I went out skateboarding again. It was already dark so the skatepark was pretty empty expect there were three other girls all of them around my age. As some of you know I have 0 friends in real life so this could be my chance to make some. I totally failed. While they were practicing I just keep staring at them without a smile like a total psycho. They also looked at me but whenever we made eye contact I just looked away. I hate eye contact ok! I never talked or said anything to them or tried to get closer. This could have been my chance to finally make friends and I totally blew it. I don’t think I ever get a chance like that again. At this point I really lost all hope and see no reason to keep going. Besides this I attended a concert and took a long nap. The concert was good but I couldn’t really enjoy it after what happened. And of course I didn’t make any friends at the concert too…
And btw let me know if you guys prefer the old blog layout or the new one
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Sk8ter_k3nny_2000s2.0
This wasn't your last chance, you have like 80 more years to make friends. You will get many more chances to make friends. I get that its difficult to talk to new people, I have the same problem myself. So don't worry about how many chanches you'll get and try to get better at starting coversations with new people. For me it helped to start conversations online with people and after that it wasn't as difficult to start conversations in real life anymore, so that might help you too. I hope this helps and I hope you feel better soon
X
You will definitely get the chance again, it's just a matter of eating enough to have the energy to think clearly and go out and do it.
P.S. the new blog layout is kind of harder to read.
by X; ; Report
Ok I change it back to the old one
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