back to square 1

please don’t mind this blog post i’m really feeling hopeless right now 

well, they denied me residential treatment because of my gender identity, but not in a discriminatory way. i understand where they’re coming from, and it’s my fault for even trying to get into that program. i thought it would be best for me. i’m back at square one and it feels like utter shit. i took a bunch of pills to quiet my brain down since i don’t have money for weed. anywho, time to pick myself back up off the ground and go look for other residential options. i’ll try not to kill myself in the process.