bro i actually dont know what to do anymore 😭
so uh... more lore i guess. (If you've seen my past blogs)
My huzz's friend told me i should stop liking them because apparently someone asked them out, and they're considering saying yes. it's not official or anything, but hearing that kinda hit me like a truck LMFAOOO.
ive liked them for like... 2 years now. i missed my chances, they went through a horrible relationship, i was involved in that whole mess in a way i'll always regret, and i always told myself that even if i liked them i probably shouldn't ask them out anyway. i just wanted them to be happy. They Originally told their friend they aint dating no more in highschool and I wanted to respect that plus I just wanted to get closer to them..
it still hurts though 😭 like i knew there was a good chance nothing was ever gonna happen between us, but hearing it out loud is a whole different feeling, like I feel so hurttt
im not sad they're happy, it just hurts that I wont be the one making them happy :((( idek if that makes sense. if they end up dating this person i genuinely hope they're treated the way they deserve to be. they're one of the kindest, smartest people ive ever met, and after everything they went through i just want them to be happy.
i think im just gonna stop making the little kiribaku bunny plushies for their birthday because i dont want to weird them out if they get into a relationship.
its gonna take me a while to move on, and honestly i have no idea how to. but i'll try my best. i dont wanna make things awkward or make them uncomfortable just because i caught feelings. Idek how I can talk to themm.. I guess I'll have to ghost them till I get over them :(
ANYWAYS IM GONNA GO CRASH OUT FOR A BIT 😭 (I cried through this whole thingbvd'wfoejvwn)
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Hey! I'm so sorry you're going through this. Relationships are complicated and so are people. Sometimes people change their minds or direction on life, and sometimes it seems to come out of no where but they may have been thinking about it for a while. I will say, your feelings are completely valid, and you're valid in any path you take when it comes to your future relationship with this person. If it be friendship, acquittance, or partner; any form of relationship with them is valid. You're valid to feel hurt, and I can see how you are hurt.
If you want a recommendation from someone whose much older and went through the whole high school relationship debacle, I recommend maybe telling them that you are taking a step back from being their friend. You don't have to tell them you like them, you don't have to tell them why, just say "hey I'm taking a step back from our friendship, it isn't anything you did, there is no bad blood, I just need some me time and I will reach back out when I am ready to continue our friendship". Now I will note, this could hurt them, and it will, because to them it will feel like they are losing a friend. But reassuring them that you will reach back out when you're ready, and that it isn't that they didn't do anything wrong would bring them peace and reassurance.
That would be my recommendation on how to handle the situation and move forward. I hope you heal and I hope that whatever happens, you BOTH end up happy!!! Your happiness is also important don't forget that!