being an adult

My whole life I've heard ppl say "oh being an adult sucks" and I always thought it cant be worse than now but omfg it sucks. I have no money and rent is due and I'm a adult who's supposed to like know how to fix it?!?! jk I'm being dramatic I'll figure it out but frfr its so weird being a mentally ill child/teen that now is grown and having to take care of yourself. I don't know if its harder for me bc I have BPD or if this is just normal human stuff. if it is what's even the point? LMK DOWN BELOW !!!!!!🥳