being an uncool LOSER

Recently i been noticed that im...im.... a loser. An uncool loser, a loser that is a loser but cannot hangout with other losers,cuz other losers are more cooler than me 

A weird weirdo that will be judge by the ones that considerate weirdos themself, somebody that cannot talk bout its interest without explaining.

And like,yeah,thats cool i guess,its niche, and my ego can grow with it, but, sometimes, i just want somebody to talk without feeling that i have to only talk about big fandoms/popular things, and hope for a day that i could really feel like im interesting to someone. A day that i will really feel pretty and cool with a cool friend group that know what im talking about.