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Being friendless

As the subject suggests I don't have friends, this actually is not that bad. I had friends before but after highschool we just drifted apart, I stop messaging them because I could tell they didn't care about it and so we never spoken again. I also moved schools so I was somewhere else. But this could also be because of this disagreement we got in, nothing really serious. 

Time to time I do think about my old friends, I feel that's a natural thing to think about the past and the people in it but I don't dwell on it too much. Sometimes I feel lonely but it's not really a big problem for me as I'm lucky enough to have some family I can talk too and hang out with. My mom says most people suck nowadays anyway. I fulfill myself with my hobbies, drawing mostly, reading, writing stories or when school is in that's pretty fulfilling in a way too. I don't mind being friendless that much. 

Side note do you ever talk to someone and realize they think you were the same person you were years ago? Like my dad did this once when I was 16/17 and it really made me think he still thought I was like 9yrs old. And an old friend evidently thought I was still depressed though I am much better now but it just caught me off guard and made me realize that some people still think of me as who I was at 14/15. 

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I relate to this totally… I have zero friends as well besides my bf :,)

I used to beat myself up over the fact i genuinely have no friends, and all the friends i did have were actually just not good people anyways… After i stopped caring about having loads of “friends” that end up draining all the energy and soul out of me, I’ve actually been way happier focusing on the hobbies and things enjoy rather than chasing people :)

and also totally on that last question .. my ex-bestfriend had been viewing me as my 13 year old self for years for some reason despite being friends until way after then.. definitely cut him off for good reason LOL

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I relate to this a lot! It’s good tho that you don’t let it affect you too much :)

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This is so real honestly, and its kinda true most ppl suck nowadays. Im grateful I have friends I truly connected with. But compared to the friendships that were pretty toxic/not that great, yeah, theres a great majority of ppl that arent good friends