Being in love is hard.

Yall ngl I really miss my ex. I feel like our story isn’t over yet, like I have a gut feeling that it’s not over between us but we spoke a couple weeks ago when he gave me and my friend a lift back from a concert and he told me about this new girl he was talking to and I felt my heart shatter, now just been through his tiktok reposts (I shouldn’t have I know) and he reposted one about how he loves the sound of her voice and it’s made my heart shatter even more. Honestly i’ve been doing witchcraft for a few years now and i’m so tempted to put a curse on him/their current “relationship” but it’s just because I wish he felt the same pain that he caused me. Thing is though I’m currently with someone else as well (I know that makes me sound like a bad person but I’m speaking my whole truth hoping not to be judged too harshly) and I just don’t know what to do. I’m so confused on my feelings for my current partner and so confused and upset on my feelings about my ex and his new girl he’s talking to. It’s all just so ughhh