Bit of a vent about today

Today was just kinda tiring day for me. I had to do a lot of socializing earlier in the day, or I guess it was the start of my day since it was like 11am. I had to drag my ass outta bed to go cook for myself and I ended up getting up when the rest of my family was making lunch. Which wasn't bad in itself but idk. I have a hard time talking to people if I don't expect to speak with people

Then I forgot it was my siblings birthday today and when I remembered, I knew that would mean more people coming over. So I just kinda stayed in my room for most of the day..

By dinner time, I saw everyone was eating in the dining room together and I just decided to eat in my room. I did not have the energy to talk to the whole family today. I'm also finding that eating in front of other people I'm not completely comfortable with makes me extremely anxious and self conscious and makes it impossible for me to actually eat

At least when I went to get dessert I got to talk to few of my family members a little bit. Btw the cake was FIRE. I had a special allergen friendly cake because my immune system thinks everything is dangerous.

This whole week has been so bleugh. I just hope things start looking up a little bit this week

I guess one positive that happened this week is I started drawing again after like a 3 month break. I've been back at it drawing silly little creatures again yay

Anyway, I'm gonna try to get some rest now. Goodnight