bleehhh - blog #7 ━━ . °‧ (´×ω×`)

hhhheellloo computa :7 i lowkey dont have many ppl to yap abt this to soo it is going here yayy idk if im rlly allowed to talk abt this on this website im sorry pls dont kill me 

ok so like ive smoked weed before and drank and yadda yadda whatever but that was usually always with someone else. today((well ig last night?? this spanned from 12am oct 28 -> now 11pm oct 28) idk ima just refer to it as last night cus its easier ig.)) i took an edible for the first time alone and i split a 500mg in half so i had a 250mg edible and Ohmygod. at first i was like “ok whens this gonna kick in   i want more but ill wait” and then 50 minutes later (been laying on my bed) it felt like my body was like pushing against itsslf and melting and like trying to escape itself??? i was like oh shit wtf why did i do this alone and my brain felt like it was in the 4th dimension. i honestly just really regretted it so i tried to sleep it off by putting a dgd set on and having it play in the background but it made time feel so much more distored. DUDE omg i felt like i was living inside of every milisecond itwas torture and in the video only ONE song had played and i had already gone through like a million thought processes like holy fuck this is such a weird feeling. aaand then after the dgd didnt work i put on some like zen meditation sleep music and tried focusing on that and for a little bit it worked but i actually dont think i got any sleep at all cus i remember checking the time over and over and it kept not being as fast as i thought it was it was soooo slooowww. and then like at 6am my dad came in my room to see if i was awake cus i wasnt replying to his messages and dude it was so bad i couldnt even open my eyes and i was like mumbling trying to use the excuse that i was “sick” so i could skip school cus i didnt expect it to last this long and I ACTUALLY WANTED TO GO TO SCHOOL and my dad didn’t believe me for a little bit but then he just let me rest so yayy win. that whole conversation i had with him felt like i was watching a 7 minute interaction slowed down and warped by like a million percent and when it was over i was like “wait. i actually talking to him right cus it felt like i was laying there and talking in my head”. but ya no everything was fine and i just laid in bed until like 6pm. being that high can definitely be fun just not when ur alone( ;3;). also listening to dgd while high is really weird feeling and i definitely was thinking abt like “wow imagine being dgd and writing music and performing like this” like wow mindblowing. ok thats allll i thiiink THIS IS NOTTT condoning the use of cannabis products DO NOT KILL ME PLEAES. okk goodnight,,, havea good day or night evening afternoon whoever whatever