Today has just been sooooo bleghhhhhh. I studied for two hours for a quiz and then only got an 88% on it. Haven't really done much else besides doomscroll shopping sites and argue with my brother. Ugggghhhhh. Everything feels so stale and boring. I'm in some kinda funk that I need to get out of by doing my chores and hobbies but I have dinner in 10ish mins and a zoom meeting an hour after that and I don't like feeling like I'm on a time limit so bleggggghhhh. I'm just so BORED of everything. Bored of my routine, bored of my clothes, bored of my damn music. Ugh. Well, that's all lol, hopefully today improves.
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Klowddd<333
GHHHH I GET YOU 😭😭 those days where nothing is actually terrible but everything just feels so painfully BLAND are the WORST. Like you're not even necessarily sad, you're just sitting there thinking "can literally anything interesting happen please??"
And btw an 88% after studying for TWO HOURS is still a good score 😭 I know it's probably annoying when you put that much effort into it and didn't get the grade you wanted, but that doesn't mean the studying was wasted.
Also don't feel like you have to cram a bunch of chores/hobbies into the tiny gap before your meeting. You don't have to "fix" the entire day before dinner 😭 Eat, go to your meeting, and then maybe pick ONE tiny thing afterward that feels different from your normal routine. Even something stupid like rearranging your room a little, trying a different hairstyle/outfit tomorrow, playing a game you haven't touched in forever, or listening to an album you've never heard.
And honestly sometimes you just have to accept that today is a blegh day It doesn't mean you're stuck in a boring routine forever. Hopefully tomorrow feels less stale. <3