I haven't gotten anything done at all lately and it's really frustrating me. I'm doing all the right things (eating, sleeping well, hygiene) to up my energy and mood but I have like zero motivation at all and I'm wondering if it's something I'm missing. I've been drinking a lot of coffee and I'm super restless but I feel like I can't get myself to do anything.
I keep trying to come up with what's wrong, whether its my mental health or my substance issues but whenever I think about my past (where I was sicker/mentally ill or on benders) and I was at least getting things done even if it was really unhealthy but I don't have any excuse for nil production now that things have improved by a landslide.
I haven't been able to pick up my pen or write anything properly in ages and I've been looking at what I used to do and I feel like I just get less impressive as time goes on. I've read about skill regression and it really makes me anxious about if it's happening to me or if it's just regular burnout. I just want to get something done so baddjhgefrfghropa😿😿😿
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blvkmoon
welcome to the losers club, punk
omg thank you king loser😢 im so glad to be included
by cadey; ; Report
gotta include everyone 😼
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cadey
im tryna download blender but the time left keeps freaking increasing yet supposedly its less than a gigabyte? lies I say....😡🤬🤬🤬fml
cadey
strong possibility it could be the weed.
ive been on and off it for years since my teens so its uber hard to quit
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