BLOG 6 (RANT ON MY PARENTS, TW FOR HOUSEHOLD ISSUES)

    i'm going to start this off by saying i don't really like either of my parents. is that harsh? absolutely and i wont really be getting into that anytime soon but what just happened is really pissing me off. so recently we had gotten a new car. it was stupid expensive and its got all the horns bells and whistles that a modern car usually has now adays. today was the last day the landscapers were working on our back patio and front lawn. it was standard stuff. just a retaining wall to support the ass end of the patio and replacing the soil in the front yard for better grass. the reason why i'm bringing this up is because everyone was supper happy about it and it was really shaping out to be a good week until what happened with the new car. this morning my dad had taken the new SUV out to work like he usually does now. this was roughly a 50,000 dollar car and he has had a habit of not respecting the cars that my mom has bought or has her name on. today while my dad was at lunch he took the car out for a drive to go to a restaurant with his work friends. as of right now she said that he hit a pothole and two of the tired bubbled. mind you these tires are roughly 500 a pop and the rims we have on them currently are 1200. he swears up and down that the rims aren't messed up but with how he described the damages i don't know if i believe him. he has always lied about car damages and tries to play them down. this has been a pattern for the 20 years my parents have been together. he claims to be responsible on the road but from what my mom can see on the app that's connected to the car he was going about 85 on the highway (not his first time doing that by the way). he's always been very nonchalant when he's dealing with other peoples things. he has very little respect for things like this. when i was talking with my mom she had said that his first message wasn't to apologize or explain but he instead said "i'm so mad at myself". i mean, sure, i get it. you can be upset at yourself for something like this but now isn't really the time to say that sort of stuff. you need to be straight up and just say that you fucked up. he didn't even send photos of the car or the tires. he just shoved it into a shitty shop ( one that we've gone to multiple time and had bad experiences with) and called an uber to get back to work. i think he's expecting my mom or his friend who lives in town to pick him up and drop him off because he's trying to go to one a friend's place to most likely get high and forget about the whole thing like usual.

 from this point on ill be talking about what just happened because he just got home. he called up the stairs and was trying to joke about what happened like he didn't just fuck up my moms car. when i confronted him about the situation and how he was joking about everything he just told me to go clean my room. i could tell he was pissed but didn't want to show it. from my own perspective i thought i was being rational about the situation. letting how know that joking wasn't really an option right now but i guess he thought otherwise. he got an uber back home and he's still talking with my mom. he's going to call his pothead friend to come pick him up because me and my mom need to pick up film from my camera before i go out to Boston. he also wasn't too happy about that part either. honestly, if i had it my way they wouldn't be together. my mom gets too pissed off and my dad just fans the flames. its getting to the point my mom is getting blackout drunk at night. i cant wait until i get out of here for the weekend. i'm so done with their shit lmao. sorry for the long read but i needed to get it off my chest.