okay so these last few weeks ive been doing NOTHING of value i literally have finals in a month or so i should be studying
one might say "well aslong as youre having fun thats what matters" IM NOT HAVING FUN im not going outside apart from school im sleeping all day and watching people on youtube talk about video games, i dont even stay up late enough to have fun or sleep early enough to be able to function on this beautiful gay earth nah i just fuck myself over in both regards, im on meds for ADHD and i feel like nothing has changed except the fact that i feel the autism more, HOW LOVELY IM MORE SENSITIVE TO SOUND NOW AND MY EARPHONES HURT MORE EVEN IF I LOWER THE VOLUME fuck being neurodivergent
okay im gonna take a break, i wrote a cut out gag for no reason like 2 weeks ago and i want an excuse to use it.
me:awh man, i have a song that i really want to add autoplay to play a song to fit the mood of my blog, if only there some HTML code that autoplays songs
the humble
:dont
fret my child, press the edit html source button, copy the part of the
youtube link after watch?= and paste it in place of the placeholder
XXXXX'sme:oh yay thanks humble
cutout gag over that sucked anyways atleast i listen to music now right? or atleast play video games, or keep teaching myself how to make music
NOPE
i feel too stressed to do anything and im doing nothing now and im stressed about EVERYTHING, yeah i know ill be fine in the end but as of speaking right now im NOT.
blog over go home im tired and sad.
*youtuber EDM outro*
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Pixiescorner
dude same I've just been sitting around eating and getting fat if I keep turning in work so late I'm not gonna graduate on time sigh
I also take meds for ADHD and bipolar and it sucks so bad but its okay we will prevail 
if i fail this year i will not bother trying again this school is a fucking hellhole ill go become a fisherwoman and get so much fish and smoke like 40 million cigs a minute until i die at the age of 25
we'll be fine :-)
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im liking the way that plan sounds
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