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Is it just me, but there is something kind of beautiful about crying yourself to sleep.

It’s like completely darkness all around you, your cheeks is are all warm and swollen, and it makes you more tired so you’ll actually have a great sleep after.

But most importantly- nobody knows. Nobody knows how many times I’ve cried myself to sleep, nobody will know the feeling in my chest I get after midnight, nobody will know the thoughts I try to think to make myself feel better, nobody even hears me- fuck, even the person I’m crying over will never know. They can assume, but when I get that soul tie feeling it’s definitely only me feeling that way.  

So I guess I would say the only downside is the things you realize while staring at the ceiling, like wow there really isn’t anything I can do huh?

10/10 highly recommended!!!!