Coming out

finally decided to go ahead and tell a couple of people to call me by a different name. A name I've kinda called myself for a while, which is Jack. I got the name cuz of handsome jack (bl2). The day after telling people, I read up on some soviet era underground rock bands; one of them being кино (kino). The leads' name was Viktor Tsoi, his lyrics were very influential to the youth of Russia and definitely helped the soviet era end in a way. Their music also helped fairly recently in Bulgaria with some protests. He died at 28 from a car accident, leaving some people do actually commit suicide when they found out. I could probably do a whole lesson on this XD. 

So of course now I'm thinking about going by Viktor instead of Jack but I love both names SO much. So outside of be JUST telling people to call me Jack instead of Jennifer, now I have to decide if I'm even worthy of taking the name Viktor for myself.  

I didn't think the hardest part of being trans would be deciding the name >:[. 

Since this is a copy paste of the old blog, I'll let you guys know that I chose Jack Viktor Lyn (last name) for my full name. I don't wish to share my last name :)