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I dont think I feel worthy of all the love and care I recieve from my social circles am I ungrateful for not knowing how to recognize and love something so many people crave |
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YOU GET IT!!! I struggle a lot to make new friends and actually keep them because I'm the type of person who needs other people to text me first before I say anything... but I'm pretty sure it just comes across as me not wanting to talk... but I love talking... so it's just counterproductive... (〒▽〒) I'M ALSO TERRIBLE AT KEEPING CONVERSATIONS GOING!!! AHHH!!! I just wanna rip all my teeth out thinking about it!! I feel so bad cause I feel like the other person is doing all the work to keep the friendship going. I too have the same fears... Lots of experiences from my childhood turned me into a shy person who doesn't share unless somebody asks. I always feel like a stupid dog pawing at my friends pant legs while they're busy when I update them about my life unprompted. Like gosh.. here's what I'm doing, I guess. Hope you don't mind knowing. Don't kick me outside pls. I used to believe I was the most embarrassing person on earth so I legit would only communicate with reactions for a period of time JUST to avoid saying something humiliating... like what? I don't even know. But the real ones keep mining for the gem that is ur personality. TRUST! |
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Self-rejection is bad mkayyyyy Just talk to them, if they really didn't like you, they would make it clear! ;P People who don't like you don't talk to you or agree to ever hang out with you. |