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i understand how you feel - im in a similar situation as you, including the crush that doesn't like you back part and all! only that i think im doomed since in my situation I'm a lesbian and it's twice as hard to find girls that like girls and aren't just taking your words as being very friendly.. I think if you have love to offer, it will come soon. I'm not sure why would you call yourself ugly and the reasons you give are just normal human descriptions and not ugly descriptors... i think it's funny that all the traits you described are the ones that endear me the most about my current girl crush..! down to the moustache and short hair lol.. alongside that, if your profile photo is you you're very far from ugly! and lastly I assure you appearance doesn't have anything to do with love. if someone ends up loving you for real, things you think are "ugly" about you they won't even think about in the first place... I wish I could give you reassurance and to tell you how to go forward, as I'm struggling with the same thing as I told you... but for now, I've been trying to prioritise loving myself before someone will be able to love me. I'm sure you'll find the one and you'll just sometimes think back about how you lamented not being able to fall in love and laugh about it some day! regardless of how your past relationship went, you were loved either way, and if you really were "unlovable" that wouldn't have happened...! I hope you can feel better soon (*˘︶˘*).。*♡ |