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appreciate the courage it took to write this down and publish it as well.. i don't get that far. but to respond to the contents in your post..

it's ok to 'relapse' (wrong word i'm sorry) 'doing bad things'. really, it's ok to take a step back sometimes on the way forward because looking at the bigger picture, the trend is still moving forward. if people gave up the moment they came across some kind of adversity (literally me) there is no chance in hell they would get anywhere, ever. i encourage you to accept yourself for the things you've done, no matter how bad they may seem to you, and to make peace with the fact that improvement isn't always linear, or even noticeable. you already have the right intentions and motivation to be (this is very cliché. bare with me) your best self, and i'm confident that you'll see it happen, if you give it some time. 

change rarely happens overnight, and as people like to say.. what matters is that you keep going! even if there is no light at the end of the tunnel, at least we can get used to being in that tunnel

i just want to give you a big ole hug ! :((

i think it such a beautiful thing that you aspire to be a kind and loving person/friend. i don’t know what it is that you’ve done that makes you feel like you’re a “bad” person, but your past mistakes don’t define you. people make mistakes all the time, but it’s when you make the effort to change and grow from them, that truly proves your character. give yourself grace. be sure that the love you give to others is also the love you give yourself. if you ever need anyone to talk to, my dms are always open. <3