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(edited) Report Oo yes going to therapy is a very good idea |
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(edited) Report Oo yes going to therapy is a very good idea |
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Also i relate to the last part smm like in my first releationship, he was toxic (Urgh i hate him sm) but i was toxic and immature af too and ive gaslighted myself so much i lit believe i never did anything wrong in that realationship and he was the problem- and everytime my friends ask me abt it i js tell them the "clean" version cuz my brain is fucking wierd
My last relationship was toxic too but I think logically I was the most toxic but they also were really mean and weird to me in our relationship but idk if that’s because they were genuinely weird or if I actually drove them to the point of insanity. Probably the latter. I told them I wasn’t going to talk about them on here and I’m still not gonna make blogs and stuff.. hopefully they don’t mind this comment
I have a baaaad problem with rationalisation. And I also have OCD so I have to draw the line between what I actually did and what my ocd is telling me I did. I was incredibly mean and bitchy and terrible but some of the stuff my ocd is trying to make me believe I did is crazy. But also last time I said that my ocd was right. so. I think I’m just going to stick to therapy instead of trusting myself because my brain is genuinely a freak
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