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So sorry my English isn't good but I will try my best to respond. 

It is really awful how your parents are treating you. I don't know the feeling, I have heard a lot of hings about this. People who go through this feel trapped with no help at all they are almost always proned to hurting themselves or others. I don't encourage you to run away or go to a lake I fee like you should call a hotline that could help you. I do help you feel beter soon