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I'm in 9th grade I'm not that far ahead of you but I can say, it's worth seeing how things go, there is always hope that tomorrow will be a better day. Future jobs are hard to think about, the world is constantly changing, adapting and its hard to know where you want to go, but it's never too late to change your mind, my family has a bit of a history of changing their mind last minute, my dad bounced around what he would do and in his late 40's he's changed his mind and is trying something different out. today people are always putting the pressure that you HAVE to know what you want to do but you really don't, you're allowed to change your mind, explore what you like. sure its a bit inconvenient to for example go through school studying biology and change your mind to wanting to be a mathematician, but the choice is always yours. My aunt studied something for a few years in uni then decided in her last year she wanted to be a hairdresser!, my mum wanted to be an english teacher in japan but switched it up to do government work. its never too late so live life how you want 

you must find something you value in life and then figure out how that relates to the lifestyle you want to live. I guess you could say that's inspiration. it is not a thing that you can catch on demand. just keep your mental reservations in a state of being receiving to the possibility of the thing coming to you, like a fisherman might do. 

of course you’re feeling lost! it’s eighth grade!! i was in your shoes before too & i promise you that you haven’t failed. your life is just beginning & you will have so many chances to find a career, and not only that, but a chance to fall in love with life itself. I’m rooting for you :)