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Nothing is wrong with you for just existing, my sister is a bit like that too, but I assure you that it'll get better, mostly if you get out of your head about all the things wrong. Even if you don't do much or rarely act on things, try a new thing. See if you like it. You don't have to keep going, you just have to be distracted for a bit. You're not at fault for your personality

I kind of feel the same sometimes. I cannot recall how many times I just wished I didn't exist. But, I don't think people like us are the issue, or just exisisting is wrong. It's just that we care way too much about what people think. We think too deeply about if they hate us or not. How careful you gotta be just for people to don't find a problem within you, and yet still they find something. No matter what you do in this world, even if you are a saint, someone's gonna hate you for something. I think that's just how the world works. I think some people just have this habit of looking for something to hate, hence why it's always something new. I don't know, but I think this is the case.

Please don't feel guilty. Even if you have done something genuinely wrong, guilt is still a bad feeling that doee nothing but you eat you up from the inside. Feeling guilty does not help, it just punishes you and hurts you more. It's different with acknowledging one's mistakes and trying to grow. Or so, that's what I read in a book about self-care.

Humans are imperfect beings inherently. There's no way any of us can become the perfect being who can satisfy anyone and not make any mistakes like ever. Like, you said people are literally just making your personality an issue. That's their problem at this point. If someone can't get along with someone else's personality, it shouldn't mean that their entire personality is an issue.