complaining about being perceived

this is really just a rant for me to complain about how much i hate getting posted sorry

especially when i get caught off guard HATE IT sorry i HATE candids but then i can’t do with regular pictures either cause idk what to do like. with my face. and the thought of my face being out there for other people who might know me to see ou it shivers my timbers. only reason i really post on here is because I know no one I know is gonna see this account besides my close friends or anything + the pictures i post here are on my accord so i don’t really mind either right

it just freaks me out to think that like i’m out there especially since i have like these problems with like the way i look ((not 2 sound gay or anything)) but it makes it like 10x way worse. sorry the invention of the camera makes me sick. extra doesn’t help that like literally everyone i know is 10x cuter than me too NOT SAYIN i want my friends to be ugly or whatever i’m glad that my friends are cute and stuff i luv em. but i wish i could like just take pictures and be fine with that ya know

some day ill get over this somehow anyways stupid little rant over 

- sincerely me